" i t "

I don’t know why is “it” happening
Or what is “it” happening
“It”, the four lettered love or life.
Whatever “it” is.

I don’t know why does the meaning of “it” keeps on changing.
Or what is “it” that has lead to this change?

Change…

Change…
Again I say, the basic rule of life.
Change…
Again I say, the underlying principle of “it”
Change…
Now I say, the one constant thing in world
Change…
And I say again… the unchanging part of the unknown

Change…
Whatever “it” is, whether or not my way, or even yours…
Whether or not exactly, or even pretending…

I am trying to like “it”
Love or Life
Whatever “it” is…

I am changing.

-aseem

lohe ka swaad

“Shabd kis tarah kavita bante hain,
ise dekho… aksharon ke beech ghire hue
aadmi ko padho

kya tumne suna kee yeh
lohe kee awaj hai ya
mitti mein gire khoon kaa rang?

lohe ka swad lohar se mat pucho…
uss ghore se pucho jiske muh mein lagam hai”

A Poem by “Sudama Pandey Dhumil


“Look how are words moulded into a poem, read the man who is surrounded by letters. Did you hear something?

Is it the sound of iron or the blood split on the soil?

Don’t ask a blacksmith about the taste of iron, but ask the horse who has it in his mouth…”

-aseem

speed... of life

Have you ever moved with the speed of life?

It is faster than the fastest thing and slower than the slowest thing.

That’s life… isn’t it?

To live long, is it necessary to live slowly?

-Aseem

hey people.. i'm goin for a long vacation. i dont know for sure when i will be back or what is it from which i am running.. away

Some one or some thing or the circumstances?
pata nahin.. and i dont want to know.

i went to INOX few days back.. what i have with me after the return... "ASHAYEIN"

"ashayein khulay dil kee, umeedein hansein dil kee, ab mushkil nahin kuch bhi"

i will try to make it soon.. my return.. but the uncertainity of the this one certain thing is unknown. perhaps i've lost faith.. yes there is obviously one thing that i trust more than myself, that i have faith in, but again, that is 44 million miles away... even the light..

no i haven't lost faith.. but "it" has changed, i have changed.. and i know i will be back. because i love writing.

What I don't know is "when will i be back"

keep waiting and keep missing.. me!

-Aseem

l o v e.. hate or love?

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…

You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love."

Lines by Neil Gaiman

No, I don’t hate love, but I do agree…


-Aseem

(Found the above lines on a bookmark site and posted on almost all of my blogs… because it is not fair… it, the four lettered life or love… whatever it is.)

Can I Keep You?

Lives are for living and I live for you.
Dreams are for dreaming, and I dream about you, for you.
Hearts are for beating and mine beats for you.
Angels are for keeping…

Can I keep you?
 
--Not my lines... Neither of the person whose status message it was
-Aseem

ten most important things in life

• Love: - The special feeling that makes you feel all warm and wonderful.


• Respect: - Treating others as well as you would like to be treated.


• Appreciation: - To be grateful for all the good things life has to offer.


• Happiness: - The full enjoyment of each moment, a smiling face!


• Forgiveness: - The ability to let the things happen without anger


• Sharing: - The joy of giving without the thought of receiving


• Honesty: - The quality of telling truth, always


• Integrity: - The purity of doing what’s right, No matter what…


• Compassion: - The essence of feeling other’s pain, while easing their heart


• Peace: - The reward for living

-not my lines…
Aseem

ten years down a lane called "l i f e"

Ten years from now...
I would be ten years older.
Ten year wiser (I hope so).
Ten year closer to my dream.
Ten year nearer to fulfilling my aim in life.
Ten year ahead of what I am today.

What I was a day before, what I am today?

Change, the basic rule of life... Change... a vicious blood sucking daemon.

What I was a month before, what I am now.

“IT” has changed.

I am out of words these days. Out of words… the things that don’t kill us actually make us stronger.

The brightest future depends on a forgotten past. One can’t go on well in life until one lets go off the past failures and heartaches.

Ten years from now, perhaps I would be heading for a bright future…

-Aseem